英语翻译I haven't ever really found a place that I call homeI ne

英语翻译
I haven't ever really found a place
that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
请大家帮我分析以下这段英文短文是写的什么内容 要正确的饿

无主人生
从未有一个地方真正被我称之为家
因为我总是那么行色匆匆
还是很抱歉我并不爱你
但我并不介意你没有为此心碎
这只是一个念头,仅仅是一个念头
如果我的人生不属于我自己,而我也无法拥有它
那么我并不值得拥有更多
因为我所拥有的并没有什么真正属于我
我一直以为自己想要傍海而居
独自周游世界去过更简单的生活
我不知道这个梦想为何没能实现
因为其实并没有什么阻碍了我.
（其实）这只是一个念头,仅仅是一个念头
当我把心灵当成盾牌而不愿卸下防备
当我如此恐惧失败以致于根本不去尝试
那我怎么能说我是活着的?
如果我的人生不属于我自己,而我也无法拥有它
那么我并不值得拥有更多
因为我所拥有的并没有什么真正属于我
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought,only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me
It's just a thought,only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
If my life is for rent...