英语翻译Now,Is the first day in my sixth working year.In the pas

英语翻译
Now,Is the first day in my sixth working year.In the past five year,what did I gain,and what I must sacrifice,In a word,I become a experienced police,I know how to deal with many kinds of relationship,I become more artful,and understand more internal storys in our business,I sacrify my loyaty and integrity to understand that we are no mighty all the time,especially in SHENZHEN.
Besides,I found my life is in a muddle,I just knew the way I love her is no the way she liked ,she thought she was merited to enjoy what I gave her,I must paused,I msut let her know I am only one and I always attractived,These days,a girl come into my world,I found that she was a optimist,.No matter when she face to work,or face to her life,she always smile,active,and encouraging.when I talked with her ,I was happyand encouraged,she let me know the situation is no so worse,she told me keep smile in a difficult,and everuthing may be solved.I felt younger when I talked with her,I keep in touch wiht her,want to make friends with her,even want to ask her to be my girl,but I can not do that,It is not fair for her,she would be hurt,I can not so selfish,I can not interrupt her anymore.so ,everything will return peace and normal finally

Now,Is the first day in my sixth working year.In the past five year,what did I gain,and what I must sacrifice,In a word,I become a experienced police,I know how to deal with many kinds of relationship,I become more artful,and understand more internal storys in our business, I sacrify my loyaty(loyalty) and integrity to understand that we are no mighty all the time,especially in SHENZHEN.
今天（现在）是我工作第六个年头的第一天,在过去的五年里,我受益很多,同时也牺牲了很多.总之一句话,我现在已经变成了一个很有经验的警察,我知道如何去处理各种关系,我变得更圆滑,了解了很多这个职业中的很多不为人知的内部消息.我出卖了我的诚实和正直来了解这些事情.我们（警察）并不是总是那么伟大,尤其是在深圳.
Besides,I found my life is in a muddle,I just knew the way I love her is no the way she liked ,she thought she was merited to enjoy what I gave her, I must paused(pause), I msut(must) let her know I am only one and I always attractived,These days,a girl come into my world,I found that she was a optimist,. No matter when she face to work,or face to her life,she always smile,active,and encouraging.
此外,我觉得我的生活一直都是一团糟,我知道我爱她的方式并不是她喜欢的,她觉得我所赋予她的一切都是她理所应当得到.我必须要中止（这样下去）,我必须要让她知道我是唯一的,并且我始终是有魅力的. 这些天, 一个女孩走入了我的世界,我觉得她是如此的完美. 不论是面对工作,还是面对生活,她总是保持微笑,积极,鼓舞人心的样子.
when I talked with her ,I was happyand encouraged,she let me know the situation is no so worse,she told me keep smile in a difficult,and everuthing(everything) may be solved.I felt younger when I talked with her,I keep in touch wiht her,want to make friends with her, even want to ask her to be my girl,but I can not do that,It is not fair for her, she would be hurt,I can not so selfish, I can not interrupt her anymore. so ,everything will return peace and normal finally
我与她聊天的时候,我会觉得自己很开心,很受鼓舞.她让我明白其实情况并不想我想象的那么差,她告诉我遇到困难要保持微笑,一切问题都是能够被解决的. 和她聊天,我会觉得自己变年轻了, 我与她保持联系,并想和她交朋友,甚至,想让她做我的女朋友,但我不能那样做,这样对她不公平,她会受到伤害的,我不能这么自私,我不能再去打扰她,所以,一切都终将回归于平淡,（就像什么都没有发生过似的）.